I’ve told you I was afraid
Afraid to winter without you
Afraid of the cold
Of the dark
Of the frozen dormancy
The garden has been a daily comfort
Delicately drawing my soul
To contemplate
As blooms fragrantly share
The undeniable truth
They warmly declare
That beauty can still be found
Despite the sorrow to which I’m bound
Colorfully
Honestly
Consistently
They have spoken
A teacher's secret
To make the work of repetition
Enjoyable to the student
Memorization is achieved
The spell of Ignorance is broken
So that wisdom and knowledge
Can bring liberty
The chill moved over our mountain
We scurried to clear the outside
I waited for the last rose to bloom
Unwilling, Wrapped tight I brought her inside
Stormy darkness and steadfast light
Dancing intimately as it began to snow
Romancing, ignorant of my widowed fright
Unfolding drama as the skies put on a show
The children warmed us with a fire
I feel your presence handed down
Unfurled, the rose’s heart lifted me higher
Passing the baton to the heavens glorious crown
The sky displayed the majesty of God
Vignettes of silver lining
Joyful bursting heavenly clouds
Shared in the grayness of my pining
Discreetly the sky began its task
To instruct me every day
Of Beauty, compassion, peace and pain
United are here to stay
Serenity is to be found
Despite the tempest storm
Regardless of the winter cold,
Frightening blight or thorn.
Gentle compassion the teacher
As I await that glorious morn,
When winter is at last over
And Sonlight fills my eye
Together with you and our Savior
Never more to fear or cry
written 11/7/2020